61 Days

A project for my ARTS 475 class. A photo every day, for 61 days.

January 26th, 2024 - March 26th, 2024


Don't mind the random disjointed thoughts and the song titles before each photograph. Just look at the pretty pictures.
 
Friday, January 26th, 2024 -
The day after my meeting with my art professor, my friend and and I went to Cookout for dinner. I was worried I was out of money, and that I he would have to cover for me yet again. He's really nice, but I always feel bad. I had just enough for what I wanted, so everything worked out.
Song: "Burnout" by Green Day



Saturday, January 27th, 2024 -
Hanging out late in this campus building. The windows are very smudgy. They make it difficult to take pictures through them.
Song: "White Sky" by Vampire Weekend



Sunday, January 28th, 2024 -
My a cappella group had a song selection to decide what we're going to sing this semester. I picked the song "All That She Wants" by Ace of Base. I really like that song. I would've selected the song I was listening to on my iPod, but I think grunge is a little challenging to convert to a cappella.
Song: "Breed" by Nirvana



Monday, January 29th, 2024 -
The basement of the theater building. My thinking place. Was struggling quite a bit today. I sat down there for a while, just thinking about things I'd prefer not to write down and listening to my iPod. I purchased a Twix bar from the vending machine. It was pretty good. GET A GRIP!
Song: "Kick" by FIDLAR



Tuesday, January 30th, 2024 -
I purchased a bag of gummy worms and a cherry cola from the vending machines downstairs to snack on while I worked on my project. I couldn't eat the last gummy worm, so I just stared at it in my hand, took a picture, and then threw it out.
Song: "Coma City" by Green Day



Wednesday, January 31st, 2024 -
I needed to work on lyrics with my guitarist. I can't write them myself, so why not make it someone else's problem. We got reasonably far on "Fraud" and "Splatter Me". I need to fix the vocal timings because this is gonna drive me crazy.
Song: "Can't Be Mine" by Bad Nerves



Thursday, February 1st, 2024 -
My friends and I went out to eat after a cappella rehearsal tonight. When I got home, I still felt kinda hungry. I almost made instant ramen, but I didn't. 
Song: "Somewhere Only We Know" by Keane



Friday, February 2nd, 2024 -
WE WON A FUCKING COFFEEMAKER!
Song: "409 In Your Coffeemaker" by Green Day



Saturday, February 3rd, 2024 -
Eating some Dominominoes. Can't believe you can get two medium one-topping pizzas and a side with a two liter bottle of soda for only $20!
Song: "Isla de Encanta" by the Pixies



Sunday, February 4th, 2024 -
After a fun shopping trip to two different Goodwills, my friend and I cut up some books and made a kick-ass collage. We call it "Horse Sports". 
Song: "As It Was" by Harry Styles



Monday, February 5th, 2024 -
The most Monday day of the week. This Monday, my friend dragged me. I had my super late class again which was tons of fun.
Song: "Saviors" by Green Day



Tuesday, February 6th, 2024 -
Woke up sick this morning. My head was killing me, and my joints felt all still. My teeth hurt? Like I had been clenching my jaw the whole night. And for some reason, my ears also hurt. A few ibuprofens later and I felt well enough to get up start the day at noon. And, as you do when you're feeling sick, you need to eat right. So I did. :)
Song: "Harmony Hall" by Vampire Weekend



Wednesday, February 7th, 2024 -
Still sick. My nose is all congested. My ears still hurt. My head feels heavy. I hate this. I really never get sick. Outside of my GI issues, I'm largely okay. But when I do get sick, oh God put me to sleep. I also need to do laundry. It's getting really bad over here. Lastly, hey check it out. There's my face. Kinda.
Song: "Bounce" by System of a Down



Thursday , February 8th, 2024 -
Couldn't sleep tonight. Still sick, and it's four in the morning. Gut is killing me right now. Thank God there's nowhere I have to be tomorrow. 
Song: "Over It" by The Frights



Friday, February 9th, 2024 -
I'm feeling better today. Still congested, but not as bad as earlier this week. Anyway, not much really happened today other than I dropped my phone on the raised lip part on the floor of the shower. The screen cracked a little, and now parts of it don't register to touch. I can still use it for the most part, but if this isn't a sign to replace the phone I've had for 6 years I don't know what is.
Song: "Freedom Dive" by xi



Saturday, February 10th, 2024 -
A Saturday that came and went. Saw an old friend today, that was pretty cool. Outside of that, I went to Panera, continued to be kind of sick, and watched more MLP.
Song: "Crutch" by The Frights



Sunday, February 11th, 2024 -
Eating burgers and watching the Super Bowl. I went to a cappella rehearsal, only to discover it was canceled for tonight. I'm ready to get back to classes tomorrow. These past few days have sucked. I wish I could've been more productive, but I wasn't. At least I got all my work for classes done.
Song: "Sorrow" by Bad Religion



Monday, February 12th, 2024 -
Getting real sick of this late class. The ugly, unbrushed mop of hair on my head looks ridiculous. Maybe it's finally time for a haircut. Maybe mom was right about this whole thing. Why a public speaking class has to last three goddamn hours is something I will never understand. My back aches from sitting on this stiff piano bench in this dark practice room.
Song: "Fancy Sauce" by Green Day



Tuesday, February 13th, 2024 -
If I carried any cash on me, I think now's the time to put it in my mattress. I feel like putting my credit or debit card under my mattress doesn't really feel the same, probably because that's not the fucking point. Flog the moneylenders and flip the tables cuz I'm making an artwork that makes a statement on the world! I was actually having a good day until it was time for art class.

TICK TOCK TICK TOCK THAT'S ALL IT EVER DOES GOD WHY IS THIS THING SO GODDAMN LOUD AND WHO IS PLAYING A PIANO IN HERE?!
Song: "Eat Your Young" by Hozier



Wednesday, February 14th, 2024 -
It's a WEDNESDAY. I got kinda caught up this week working on other stuff, but I'm getting back on track. Posts will return to normal on Friday.
Song: "Bad Advice" by Otherkin



Thursday, February 15th, 2024 -
Please see above. I went to an artist talk by Robin Ha today, that was fun. 
Song: "Devil's Prayer" by The Dionysus Effect



Friday, February 16th, 2024 -
It's my favorite day of the week. Band practice day. Our songs are starting to come together. We were able to record a video us playing through a new song off the album, "Holly View." I think it sounds great so far. I'm so hyped to release this it's gonna be NICE. Also, tonight my friend invited me and a few more friends over for dinner tonight. We watched The Lion King 1½ and Kiki's Delivery Service. It was awesome.
Song: "The Rock Show" by blink-182



Saturday, February 17th, 2024 -
The power briefly went out on campus tonight. Very exciting. All the lights on the bridge were out, so it made it look extra scary as we were walking back to the apartment. 
Song: "Rūju no Dengon" by Yumi Matsutoya



Sunday, February 18th, 2024 -
Today, my roommates and I took a trip to a few different Goodwills around the area. There's quite a few of them in a very short proximity to eachother. After checking out the selection of DVDs and CDs and other miscellaneous electronics, I walked away with a few movies, a couple PC games, and even Call of Duty 2: Big Red One for the GameCube. One of my roommates got a sealed Japanese Pokémon UNO card game. We all got Taco Bell for dinner tonight, which was scrumpsh. 
Song: "Just A Little Too Much" by Ricky Nelson



Monday, February 19th, 2024 -
I just consumed Fun Dip past 22:00. I also ate the stick, which is pure sugar. I have alerted my roommate that I am going to hit the fucking ceiling at 3 in the goddamn morning so that's gonna be fun. God I love Fun Dip. Also, the wrapper has "Fun Razz Mag" on it after I ripped it. Don't know what that means, just reporting it.
Song: "Cocaine Blues" by Johnny Cash



Tuesday, February 20th, 2024 -
Another day, another day to forget to write a splash text.
Song: "Capricorn" by Vampire Weekend



Wednesday, February 21st, 2024 -
I'm really not doing well with this assignment. I had a really motivating talk with one of my favorite professors. I'm trying to get back on track. I'm going to get back on track.
Song: "Ride" by the Vines



Thursday, February 22nd, 2024 -
Choose your starter. Which type will you pick? Also, boy dinner.
Song: "We Belong" by Pat Benatar



Friday, February 23nd, 2024 -
I hate needles. My phone's screen likes to freak out sometimes, and it really fucks with me. My eyes hurt from it, and I hope that I don't have a seizure myself from looking at it for too long. I couldn't make it to band practice today. Shit is fucked up.
Song: "Stuff Is Messed Up" by The Offspring



Saturday, February 24nd, 2024 -
I'm still afraid of the dark. I shot a psychodrama-kinda video for my video art class. Surprisingly, I seem to have created something that I actually don't entirely hate. The video's public on my YouTube channel. What makes this interesting to me is that I'm the only character in it. I hate being on camera. I hate seeing myself in videos, and I don't really love getting my picture taken anymore. And don't even get me started on hearing my own voice recorded, oh God that is just like actually the WORST.
Song: "Afraid of the Dark" by The Frights



Sunday, February 25nd, 2024 -
Went to the Goodwills again today. Bought some PlayStation 2 games. Sang. Ate pizza. My eyes hurt again from my stupid seizure-inducing phone screen. Best part of the day was watching yaoi with the boys on my little TV. And no, I'm not taking a fucking picture of that. Here's a night scene instead.

LAST THING FOR TONIGHT: My love of surf and doo-wop music is only growing. I think my future music is probably going to sound a lot like this. I'm kinda moving away from that grungy sound like on my song "Splatter Me" and more towards those beachy vibes like my songs "Happy Ass" and "Sandcastles" have. Pretty much, I'm thinking along the lines of fast, clean, reverb-soaked guitars, with energetic drums, and a driving bass. As for vocals, they should be echoey, but bright. I don't really know where I'm going with this yet, but I heard this song today at the Goodwill and it made me really happy.
Song: "Whispering Bells" by The Del-Vikings



Monday, February 26nd, 2024 -
I'm working on a new series for my photo class. This series will be focusing on musicians playing live. I decided to portray a bassist and a lead vocalist as that's what I'm the most familiar with. I brought my small camera to the critique room to test some photo ideas I have. The big one right now was doing a sick epic bass hop. I didn't have my bass with me today, so I used a ruler instead. I think this one came out well. It gives a pretty clear idea of what I want the final image to look like, a jump holding my bass. 
Song: "Blitzkrieg Bop" by the Ramones



Tuesday, February 27th, 2024 -
Scrap it. I can't keep working on this.
Today I got some help on my direction for ARTS 474. And it was exactly what I needed. Basically, I'm abandoning the plans for the sign-mattress project. I don't really care about that idea. I don't make sculptures, I take pictures. And that's what I'm going to do. I'm going to return to my original idea, and make a zine. I don't know why I didn't run with that idea in the first place. But I'm still on track. I've been taking pictures every day, and now have splash text that I've been writing so I can include that if I want. While I'm still hesitant to include text, I'm starting to slowly warm up to the idea.
Song: "Why Don't You Get a Job" by The Offspring



Wednesday, February 28th, 2024 -
My a cappella group performed in a small show tonight. We sang on the big stage in the auditorium. We didn't have our usual mic setup, so we used chorus mics. I thought we sounded pretty good. I love being backstage and seeing all the lights and switches and buttons. There's just so much cool shit back there.
Song: "cardigan." by Taylor Swift



Thursday, February 29th, 2024 -
I forgot it was a leap year. I'm starting my first professional private contracting gig, which I'm really happy about. I also went to the career center on campus to look at my resume and make some adjustments to it, and also to look at job listings. I hope I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing. I feel like I'm a few years behind everyone else. 

I'm writing this one-handed with a cinnamon roll in the other. The software I'm using to structure this project asked me for a title. It's weird. I've never really thought much of a title for this project outside of "Photo Every Day", but that's lame. I need something better. 

Also, get it done!
Song: "Growing Up" by The Frights



Friday, March 1st, 2024 -
A good day. It may be the calm before the storm, but still a good day.

It's my first day of Spring Break. I've got a week off, and I'm not going home. I got stuff. But I'm not gonna think about that until Monday. For now, I'm going to do what I have to do, and then just enjoy this weekend. Then things are allowed to get crazier again. All I'll say is, first, I'm getting started working on my first professional videographer gig which I'm really hyped about. And second, Motif1 is going into the studio after we get back! This LP is happening and I can't wait. What this means is I gotta practice. Not just bass, but also screaming. I wonder if I can go to the music hall and see if I can find an empty practice room...

I went to Walmart to buy stuff. I'm getting some food for the week, since campus is closed. My friend and I are going to McDonald's tonight it's gonna be epic. 
Song: "WILLYPACK (feat. Larrrycroft & AVGOTDRIP)" by Softwilly, void & Lex Pain



Saturday, March 2nd, 2024 -
A Schplatturday. My friend came over and helped me design a Commander deck for MTG. Then we went to Costco. Then we played MTG together and I got destroyed by a 20/20 or some shit. Idk what was happening. Later, my roommates and I played Cards Against Humanity with a Squishmallow.
Song: "I Need Never Get Old" by Nathaniel Rateliff & The Night Sweats



Sunday, March 3rd, 2024 -
We're living under a false sky.

I went to play Kill Team at Games Workshop with my friend today. It was fun. I won. I still need a little help with the technical side of gameplay, but that's from only being able to go over there and play like once every month. I got McDonald's on the way back, took a shower, and now I kinda feel sick again. I need to get my camera charged and ready for tomorrow, as I'm going to be filming stuff. I'm really nervous for this week. There's so much that has to be done, and I'm not sure if I'll be able to get everything done in time. But I'm going to try my best. That's all anyone can ask of me, right?
Song: "Solsbury Hill" by Peter Gabriel



Monday, March 4th, 2024 -
It's lonely here. Everyone left for Spring Break, and the apartment is dead quiet. Even after a fun weekend of being around people and hanging out, the loneliness of this empty room is crushing. I don't mean to be dramatic, but it feels weird without hearing the one-sided conversation of my roommate yelling at his friends while playing Overwatch. I did some work today, and got to visit Stafford for the first time. But trying to sleep is rough...
Song: "Restless Heart Syndrome" by Green Day



Tuesday, March 5th, 2024 -
Today was bass day. I finally nailed down the bass part to "Holly View" which is good. Motif1 is hopefully gonna make it to the studio next week to start recording our two singles from our self-titled debut album. I can't wait. The apartment still feels really weird. I feel like I should be used to being alone like this, after all I lived alone my whole junior year. I guess it's different when you're living in a shoebox-sized dorm compared to a slightly larger shoebox-sized apartment. 
Song: "Jackass" by Green Day



Wednesday, March 6th, 2024 -
Woke up late, did some more work again. There's a lot of work that's been piling up, including but not limited to writing a speech, editing a video, doing a photo assignment, and practicing bass. How many days of this are there...?
Song: "Got the Time" by Joe Jackson



Thursday, March 7th, 2024 -
I AM TAKING PICTURES. I PROMISE. THESE PICTURES THAT I AM TAKING HAVE VALUE. THEY ARE NOT JUST RANDOM SNAPSHOTS OF WHATEVER'S IN FRONT OF ME I SWEAR.

I didn't really sleep Wednesday night into Thursday morning. All I can remember was that I was listening to music. I have no idea what time I went to bed, but I did wake up in the early afternoon.
Song: "Misery" by Green Day



Friday, March 8th, 2024 -
Laundry day, with ramen for dinner. There's a problem with my medication refill. I hate this so much. If I don't get it soon, I am going to be what they call in the business: FUCKED!
Song: "Bad Medicine" by FIDLAR



Saturday, March 9th, 2024 -
It's raining. I've heard at least ten different vehicles with sirens pass by my apartment. I don't know what's going on, but can we stop? I have a stupid speech that I gotta write that I really, really don't want to write. I'm taking a public speaking class that is being taught entirely online on video calls. You can't make this shit up.
Song: "Lonely Day" by System of a Down



Sunday, March 10th, 2024 -
I hung out with my friends from a cappella tonight. We all met up around 19:30-ish, and we left around 05:30-ish the next day. I didn't sleep at all Sunday night. I can't decide whether to write this here, or under Monday. It's been a confusing, but very fun, last few hours. We ate Domino's, played Smash Ultimate and Mario Kart 8 and I WON a round of Smash AND a race in Mario Kart. I don't have a Switch, and I really don't play these games like I used to. But it was awesome. We hung out in my friend's studio in the basement and had a jam session playing guitar and ukulele and singing indie rock and popular songs of the early 2010s. We were there all night. We left early the next morning, got coffee at a gas station, and went back to campus.

I snuck into my apartment to get my laptop and backpack without waking up my roommate. I still had work to do for classes, so I hung around the computer lab waiting for my 09:00 class to start. We are now in Monday mode. I'm too goddamn tired to write this right now.
Song: "Oxford Comma" by Vampire Weekend



Monday, March 11th, 2024 -
God today was rough. After leaving my friends house at around 05:30 and grabbing coffee at a gas station, it was time to get my classwork done before the day started. And I did, and uploaded everything on time. My first class of the day at 09:00 wasn't too bad, but I absolutely CRASHED at around noon in chamber choir. I couldn't focus on what I was supposed to be singing. My afternoon class got canceled which was a minor Christmas miracle. I slept from 14:00 to around 19:05, and I hurried to my laptop to join my night class. I had to give a speech tonight which was just tons of fun, but then my a cappella friends and I went to get pizza after rehearsal and that really was fun.
Song: "Chemicals" by Daron Malakian and Scars on Broadway



Tuesday, March 12th, 2024 -
I had to film a video today. I was able to get it done, but I still have my doubts on it. It's called "FORTY BENADRYLS" and it's up on my YouTube channel. It was supposed to be a "lyrical" video but I couldn't seem to wrap my head around exactly what that meant. Anyway, the sky looked pretty as I was walking home from my night class tonight.
Song: "Homecoming" by Green Day



Wednesday, March 13th, 2024 -
The nights are getting longer. My sleep schedule is beyond repair. My medication is not coming in, and I'm getting really worried. My condition is not in remission. How fucking hard is it to renew a prescription why must it be like this?!
Song: "Haunted" by The Frights



Thursday, March 14th, 2024 -
Band met up again. We're really trying to get into the studio. Today was rehearsal day, and it went well.
Song: "All for You" by Sister Hazel



Friday, March 15th, 2024 -
I probably shouldn't have showed up to a work meeting with my messy hair and my blink-182 shirt. This week has been such a blur it's not even funny.
Song: "The Static Age" by Green Day



Saturday, March 16th, 2024 -
I dropped two pizza slices on the way to my VGC meeting. But overall it was an okay Saturday. Also, WHO IS WATCHING ME PEE?! I need to know. You can't just scare me like this. I wish to pee ALONE thank you very much.
Song: "By Myself" by FIDLAR



Sunday, March 17th, 2024 -
I finally learned how to play barre chords on guitar and that made me really happy. I tried it out on Aidan's guitar during one of our recording sessions and I tried to play "Tongues" by The Frights. One of my biggest regrets right now is that I didn't bring my electric guitar to college with me. I was trying to cut down on the packing and in doing so I just brought my bass. This way I'm more focused on the instrument I play in Motif1, but still I love playing guitar. During a cappella rehearsal tonight we sang out on the music hall's balcony and there was a really pretty sunset through the trees. 
Song: "Atop a Cake" by Alvvays



Monday, March 18th, 2024 -
My video art professor said he liked my video after I played it during critique in class. I started working with cyanotypes in photo class. I got a grilled cheese at the UC for lunch. I went back to my apartment and crashed on my bed at around 16:30. I didn't wake up until around 20:30, so I completely slept through my public speaking class. I tried to e-mail my professor and see if there was anything I could do to save my grade. There wasn't much. I guess I'll just do the extra credit assignment and try to go to bed on time. My friend and I went to McDonald's for dinner after a cappella rehearsal. It was good.
Song: "Don't Come Around Here No More" by Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers



Tuesday, March 19th, 2024 -
Today was a rough day. My medication is not coming in, so I'm running off of it. Life sucks currently. I finalized my resume today, so maybe there's some hope out there. I got really close to my breaking point in the studio tonight, which wasn't fun.
Song: "Mansard Roof" by Vampire Weekend



Wednesday, March 20th, 2024 -
Just another Wednesday. I had my morning video art class, which was fine. Choir came and went. I made cyanotypes in photography class today. I had to rush my project which I hate doing, but at least I got everything done. I decided to focus on religion for this assignment. I was rushing, and in my rushing I formed ideas. Ideas on things that don't sit well with many religions. Same-sex marriages, premarital sex, drinking, smoking...all that good stuff. Things that I was told were bad and that I'd go to Hell for. Things that I don't agree with the church on, as I've grown and formed my own opinions.

My faith has been questioned several times since I left the church when I was around 15. I feel like I struggle with knowing what I actually believe. Going to the church near campus was nice, but I still felt like something was missing. It just felt different. I was used to my ward back home. Going to church with my dad and brothers, and seeing the same people every week. I haven't seen them in almost a decade and that's pretty crazy. Religion is a weird subject for me. I understand I'm being a little vague here. But that's just how I feel about religion now. It's confusing. 
Song: "Worship You" by Vampire Weekend



Thursday, March 21st, 2024 -
Melchers Hall is falling down, falling down, falling down. Melchers Hall is falling down, a hall for art that fell today...
Song: "Tattooed Love Boys" by the Pretenders



Friday, March 22nd, 2024 -
A few friends and I went up on the roof tonight. I was taking pictures of the small buildings and car lights, but that got boring. So I started doing this.
Song: "Meet Me On The Roof" by Green Day



Saturday, March 23rd, 2024 -
I went to Walmart today. Did you know they make AirPods for fetuses? I didn't. You learn something new everyday. Anyway, today was fine. Still off my meds! When am I going to get that fucking CALL BACK?! I'm starting to go crazy. I feel like shit, and I'm trying to hide it. This just isn't right! Fuck the healthcare system.
Song: "Crackity Jones" by the Pixies



Sunday, March 24th, 2024 -
I got fuck-all done today. My friends and I went to Benny Vitali's Pizza after a cappella rehearsal tonight. I got a cheesesteak pizza and it was scrumpsh. Every time I walk in there I think about the song "Tongues" by The Frights. I've mentioned it before on here. I heard this song in Benny's back in January of 2022 and it was the reason why I got back into music. It's one of my favorite songs from my college career. 
Song: "Tongues" by The Frights



Monday, March 25th, 2024 -
I presented my cyanotype project I called "Tryin' Cyan" in photo class today. I had to rush this one which I wasn't super happy with, but I got it done. I liked it because I got to work with a lot of different materials such as paper cutouts, leaves, grass, and locks of my own hair. Yup. I decided on impulse to snip a few locks of my hair off to use. I cut off parts of my bangs, so now it looks a little uneven. It's okay though I need a haircut anyways. I think I'm losing my mind.
Song: "Look Ma, No Brains!" by Green Day



Tuesday, March 26th, 2024 -
Well, here we are. The last day of this project. 61 days have come and gone so fast. 

When I look back, I see a significant chunk of my final semester of college documented in photo form. I'm actually happy with this. I took all the pictures, and now I get to put them together into a photo book. This morning, I called a few different people about my medicine situation. Seems like it's getting turned around. Hopefully. I felt hungry, so I got up, got dressed, and went to Panera for lunch. It's a beautiful spring day. I walked to the UC with one of my favorite upbeat songs in my ears. I saw a pretty blue bird on the way, and I even got a picture of it. Panera was tasty. 

It feels good to end this project on a happy note. These past few days have been rough for me, and there's not exactly a light at the end of this tunnel quite yet. But I'm optimistic about it. I have to be. I hope everything will fall in place where it needs to. And I'm sure it will. It's just hard to see that at the moment.

But as of right now, things are looking pretty good. The weather is helping a ton. It was almost 60° today. Thank you for reading this. :)
Song: "Cousins" by Vampire Weekend


THE END?!

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