Tuesday, April 30, 2024

It's gonna be MAY!

Hey. I know it's been a while.

These last few weeks have been a blur. I've been pretty busy with classes and just overall life stuff, and not too much has happened that I would think about making a post on here about. Anyway, here's a little bit of stuff.

On Sunday, I went bowling with a few of my friends from my a cappella group. We got sushi for dinner. I haven't tried bowling in years, and I don't count playing Wii Sports bowling. I did okay. I got five strikes spread out across our four games which was pretty cool.




It was a fun night. It marked off the end of classes and the beginning of Finals Week. My last Finals Week as a student. Probably. The last week of classes was rough. Lot of assignments due, as to be expected. I also had the senior gallery exhibition opening and my book and zines was on display. I don't think I have a photo of that on here yet. It went fine I guess.

I've always felt very distant about my own "artworks." I don't consider myself an "artist" and I don't want to be referred to as one. I just enjoy taking pictures. I don't feel like that alone makes me an artist. It's whatever though. I made this book from my 61 pictures which you can find under the "61 Days" tab. I'm happy with how the book turned out, I think it looks really professional. At least on the outside.

Art is subjective unless you're taking an art class. That's the part where you're supposed to take all your personal experiences and express them in accordance with guidelines. You have to break the boundaries of what is considered "art," while at the same time making sure that it's not too extreme and still abides by some set of rules. I say fuck that. If you want us to break the boundaries, then let us do whatever the fuck-hell we want. 

And the worst part is the grading. How do you put a grade on someone's life experiences? Does the way that someone shares something personal about them not live up to your expectations? Sorry if I'm just bitching. This is why art classes have always left this weird taste in my mouth. You're supposed to be free and express yourself while still being restricted to some rubric. I've had ideas shot down under the reasoning of "we don't really do this here" and that pisses me off.  

I've had some amazing professors in my time here. And it's to no fault of the professors why I feel like this. That's just what happens in art classes. It's almost like an oxymoron in a way. It's whatever though. It's almost May, and my mind is set in the summer. I'm so close to the end. I'm super hyped for this summer. I'm going to see The Frights in July, Green Day in August, and Social Distortion a little later in October. I also have my summer job lined up, and I'm enjoying this last little bit I have before the big day. Graduation.

Here's some pix...



Monday, April 8, 2024

Solar Eclipse 2024

Solar eclipse. The sun was blotted out from the sky. About 89% of it was at least. I went up on the roof of one of the halls on campus for a viewing event so that was cool. They handed out these viewers and glasses and they even brought out a big telescope to make viewing it easier. I didn't really feel like taking pictures of the direct sun with my new phone's cameras, so I decided to use my small camera and hold it though the viewer. I didn't get anything great, but it was a fun experience. Sucks we have to wait another 20 YEARS for another solar eclipse in North America.




Here's some shots from a few days ago. This past Friday I couldn't sleep so I stayed up into Saturday morning and caught the sunrise off my apartment's balcony. It was pretty.


Friends and I went to Texas Roadho after rehearsal last night and it was scrumpsh. Can't believe they replaced Kenny's Coolers with ISLAND Coolers. TF happened to Kenny. 

Friday, April 5, 2024

I want my meds.

I want my meds.
I want my meds.
I want my meds.
I want my meds.
I want my meds.
I want my meds.
I want my meds.
I want my meds.
I want my meds.
I want my meds.

Saturday, March 30, 2024

FML

Okay, I've had enough of this. 

We didn't have an ARTS 475 journal entry due this week, which was an early Easter miracle. Also, side note, I completely forgot this holiday existed. It just snuck up on me. I think this is a sign to stop posting ARTS 475 journal entries on here because this is horrible and no one actually reads this shit. Besides, it's pointless for me now. The bulk of my project is done. I made the photo book, and I'm finishing up the zines. The last thing that needs to happen is I need to get my stupid book printed so I can actually display this to people who don't care about it.

My phone I've had since 2018 broke today, which was just fantastic. I'm going to try to see if I can get to the Verizon store and hopefully get a replacement. I don't have the money for a brand new phone. Maybe I can just exchange it? I don't know how phone plans work, and I don't care. I use this thing too much anyway.

If you couldn't tell, I'm pretty pissed the fuck off. Life is fucking me, and I forgot the safe word. I need to make an appointment with the Career Center again to help me with my job search. I need to find something for after graduation, which is in a FEW FUCKING WEEKS. 

Normal posts are going to be coming back very soon. I hope to make a few more of them to get the taste of ARTS 475 journal entries out of my mouth. It's whatever. Here's some recent pictures. I'll include a few more than usual this time since it's been a while.





Friday, March 22, 2024

ARTS 475: Week 9

My project is coming to an end. The last photo will be taken and added to the book on March 26th. That's exactly three months from when I started. I'm still on the fence about including text in a photo book. Also, the zines are coming along. They are going to be much shorter, and while they do include some of the photos from the "Photo Every Day" book, they are grouped together to show connections between themes that have been reoccurring in my work such as unhealthy eating, illness, medicine, and stress. The zines will be much shorter than the book containing only a handful of pages.

I'm going to display my photo book on a simple pedestal, and most likely have my zines in a stack next to it for people to take. I don't want to hand them out to people. That seems too... self-centered? I don't know. I don't really feel comfortable handing my "artwork" out to people. If people want to take one, they may. 

Overall, I'm pretty happy with how this project has turned out. It's the last few months of my life documented in photo format. They're special to me, even though the subject matter captured within them gets pretty dark.